Simple commitments are rare to obtain when some feel restrained to submit to lose the minutes when unsure its real.
What if I loose the one in the process of trying to define if its mere illusion.
Maybe, I watch too much movies in thinking marriage and “the one” exists
A girl can dream to believe in all things love, even without having a real valentine and a relationship stable enough to say it was a solid.
Cheating, manipulation, lies and hurt, but yet I still believe love is real.
I’m a hopeless romantic so please tell me you are real.
Maybe I’m in love but still in denial
Have him cross my mind multiple moments of the day
Distance between each visit, I still feel the desire to keep him close
Why can’t I admit?
It could be because I can never be a priority or at least as of right now
Well no one likes to be a love fool
So that’s what I shall do,
Not admit it
Let alone to him
Or better yet to myself
Intoxicated while in your company
None extant chivalry
Fabricated comfort type of intervention
Cold hearted intentions
Exchanges of words rubs off phony
Nights with you I still feel like I’m lonely.